Found Old Material.

Tonight I happened to have been on Periscope and I looked at a scope and a prophet asked me about a book. He said that I was past due to write a book. It's strange for I wrote one before I became saved and I happened to have went into my email and I found a copy of the document that a friend of mine had sent to me that she pulled off of a blog that is under my old teacher's list of blogs. I have not looked at it as of yet although I was deep into new age and A Course In Miracles that is a actual book written by a deceased Jewish atheist woman.  I was under her philosophy at the time.  This is absolutely amazing for I thought that I deleted it from my past. I'm under the strong belief that what used to be my biggest liabilities can become my best assets.
Karlynda K. Stebbins

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